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Name: Brandi
Birthday: 8/28/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: A ton of stuff...too much to mention really, but here goes... God, laughing, hanging out, playing euchre, peanut, and other card games in general, archery, music, movies, friends, driving, racing, speeches, kids, musicals, church, reading, knitting with the Luv Cub... and the list just goes on.
Expertise: Emotions...laughing, listening, hugging, back massages, energy, walking, talking, photography, and randomnicity.
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AIM:  chuck13farkel
MSN: kaci727@hotmail.com
Member Since:
11/19/2004
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| I just spent the last twenty or so minutes reading through some of my old posts and reminiscing about how crazy I used to be and how far I have come... My life is far different now than it ever was, my parents are divorced, my brother is getting married, I am far happier than I have been in a long time, and all of these things are good...in their own ways. I love life and friends and taking pictures and knowign what I am going to do....which does not happen very often. I am still single...sort of loving it, and am more in love with God now than I have ever been. Please be encouraged this day....all of you out there in blogland who may or may not read this. ~Brandi Lea | | |
| For those of you who read, thanks for listening to the rants. My life has been sot of out of whack since last fall, and I am still trying to piece it back together. But I have discovered that if I do all of my homewok for the week during the first part of it, then I can do other things the rest of the week while I slowly get started on the following week's work. Try it if you haven't, maybe it will work for you too. Thanks again!
~Brandi | | |
| I have decided that I am completely sick of trying to do so much and trying to fit so much into my life that I can neither focus nor fully succeed at anything I do. I'm not quite sure what I am going to cut out of my schedule so that I can focus more on my school work and studies. Unfortunately I have a feeling that it will be people. Not that I am going to erase any of you from my life, but I think I will have to take more time for myself, by myself, doing homework, and also spending more time with God trying to figure out how to handle the situations within my own life that I face, and not concentrate so much on the situations that other people are facing. If you feel neglected, I am sorry, if you feel I have forgotten about I am even more sorry that you think I could do such a thing. You see, the problem is becoming evident to me, that I care too much so I try to spread myself so thin and focus mainly on you when I really should be doing my homework or sleeping. Please don't let this stop you from talking to me or sharing your life with me, just know that I may not be able to take as much time out of my schedule for you as I have in the past because the truth is that I have not actually had the time to take, but I have taken it anyway. Please know that I love you all dearly, and am going to do my level best from now on to fulfill my purpose at this moment which is to complete my school work and honor God in doing so. This way I can be on track with what He wants me to do so that I can be better used as an instrument for the furthering of His Kingdom. Because until I am following His will, I cannot live the way I should. As relief fills me, I leave you...and I love you. ~Brandi | | |
| I'm not sure what to do right now. I feel sick, I can't do this I am too weak. I need your strength, your love, your compassion, your forgiveness, your understanding, your peace, your everything. I have nothing of my own. I am drained, I am lost, and I need you. Now. | | |
| Soooooo....I went to Ohio yesterday! | | |
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